that is supposed to wipe out south east queensland seems to be a little less severe than expected.
Commitment means something different to everyone and people go about it in their own ways. I'm still afraid after all this time of what will happen if i let down my guard and let in someone new.
I consider myself to be fairly complicated when it comes to my emotions. I struggle expressing emotions and affection and i feel this is because of the guard that i place infront of outsiders and friends. I am often perceived as unaffectionate because i dont hug my friends on a regular basis. I see hugging someone to be a personal thing, something you would do with a partner not with a friend. I hope no one takes too much offence when i knock down a hug. Cuddling on the other hand i would never knock down. However i would be worried if laura or katie wanted to cuddle with me...
I am hesitant to let the people around me get to know the "real" me in case i fail to meet their expectations.
I want to like this boy but im scared of that too.
To put it bluntly the weather is still shit. In fact its worse than before and maybe ill wake up without a roof or something.
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maybe you'll wake up and your ceiling will have fallen in like mine hahaha
that feels like a lifetime ago.
time goes by too quickly sometimes.
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just to keep you updated..
i still have a roof over my head lol
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