I had a good weekend. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAYLEY. I hope you enjoyed yourself even if you didn't make it out because you're the new spew bitch haha :)
I'm still lost lonely and confused. I have no idea where i stand with you anymore.
I missed your smile, laugh and company too...
I need another nap.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Inspired by Lily Allen
It's not me it's you.....
Doesn't feel that long ago when i was saying it's not you it's me every second weekend. I couldn't make up my mind about what i wanted but lets face it, i didnt have to. I had someone chasing after me no matter what i did, what more could i have asked for? I was afraid of getting hurt again even though i was the one doing all of the hurting. I took what i had for granted and as per usual, didn't know how much i had until it was gone.
I have happy days and i have sad days. Sometimes i'll be sitting around and i'll just burst into tears. Other times i'll hear a song on the radio and i'll just smile at the memories it brings me. Life's a bitch but you can't do anything but pick up all the pieces and make an attempt to move on and learn from your mistakes.
Three months ago i lived for weekends and drunken adventures. Now even the thought of a weekend makes me sad. I don't want to live a life without you in it. This has been the hardest week of my life.
"I miss him. I mean really really miss him. I ache inside miss him".
Who would have thought that it would have come this far or ended this way.
My top 10 most played right now:
"I think women end up wiser and stronger when love ends".
IMY
Doesn't feel that long ago when i was saying it's not you it's me every second weekend. I couldn't make up my mind about what i wanted but lets face it, i didnt have to. I had someone chasing after me no matter what i did, what more could i have asked for? I was afraid of getting hurt again even though i was the one doing all of the hurting. I took what i had for granted and as per usual, didn't know how much i had until it was gone.
I have happy days and i have sad days. Sometimes i'll be sitting around and i'll just burst into tears. Other times i'll hear a song on the radio and i'll just smile at the memories it brings me. Life's a bitch but you can't do anything but pick up all the pieces and make an attempt to move on and learn from your mistakes.
Three months ago i lived for weekends and drunken adventures. Now even the thought of a weekend makes me sad. I don't want to live a life without you in it. This has been the hardest week of my life.
"I miss him. I mean really really miss him. I ache inside miss him".
Who would have thought that it would have come this far or ended this way.
My top 10 most played right now:
- Kiss me thru the phone - Soulja Boy
- Right now - Akon
- It's all your fault - P!NK
- Fruit machine (dave spoon remix) - The Ting Tings
- If you seek amy - Britney Spears
- Whatever you like - T.I.
- All the above - Maino feat T-Pain
- Talk like that - The Presets
- Who'd have known - Lily Allen
- Gifted (the ashton shuffle remix) - N.A.S.A. feat Kanye West, Lykee Li, Santogold
"I think women end up wiser and stronger when love ends".
IMY
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Crash and Burn
by Savage Garden is a good song.
I was suprised that the message didnt' shatter me. I'm stronger than i thought. I can do this :)
PRESETS WERE AMAZING!
I was suprised that the message didnt' shatter me. I'm stronger than i thought. I can do this :)
PRESETS WERE AMAZING!
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