My week and a half off is over and it's back to work for me.. not something that i have been looking forward to. Having no car makes my working life more exhausting. I don't enjoy walking when it means ending up at McDonald's or at home after a long shitty 10 hour day. My weekends are filled with work and unpaid overtime while my friends enjoy the time they have off. My tan is already slowly fading, the dark circles under my eyes are reappearing and I'm spending any free time i have on myspace, msn and facebook.
I hate not having a way around, not being able to just drive until i forget all my problems and not being able to make the most of the cheap petrol prices. But most of all i miss my friends.
All my friends seem pretty happy right now (apart from the usual tiny relationship dramas) and i'm happy for them.. but i cant help but think that im being left behind. The feeling of being left behind isn't a fun one to explain. Plus if i go into any more detail things might get sticky, i'd rather leave everyone guessing.
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